Eff My Freaking Life | sadgreeneyedgirl's Blog
I can't win for losing. I finally get my husband to notice me, to make love to me, and to see me. Afterward, I think things will go smoothly. I was wrong. As soon as we left the bedroom, an argument was started. What about? Dinner. Really? We are going to fight about dinner right after having sex. He asked me what we were doing about dinner and I said, "What would you like? I have no special cravings." His response, "Fuck it...I will go get something." I said, "I can go get something. That's not the problem. What do you think you want?" He says, "Just forget it. I will go get it since you don't know what you want."
Really? Did I miss something?
I'm tired of trying, caring, crying, wondering, and feeling so inadequate. I'M DONE!
And what does he do just now...he calls to see if there was anything else I needed. Apologized for being an ass. So...I lick my wounds and tell him thank you for getting dinner and that I appreciated it. What the hell am I supposed to do. I'm so over the drama. I'm tired of walking on a tight rope for him. I just want to live life.
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